Well, it has been 3 days since we said our goodbye's to Hunter. It hasn't gotten easier. Little things, like seeing the two outfits I had bought for him, or seeing the portable swing we were going to use at my place, brings tears to my eyes. Knowing he will never get to use the stuff I bought him is so sad. I have to refocus and remember he is happy in Heaven, safe with God. I know I will see him again someday. I keep staring at his pictures and thinking of how stinkin' cute he already was at only 24 weeks along. He was so amazing! So perfect! So loved! So wanted! I can only hope he felt his family's love for him in the 90 minutes we got to spend with him while he was alive. I'm sure he did. Tomorrow his mommy will get to leave the hospital and then the hospital will do an autopsy, then send his body to be cremated. His ashes will stay with his parents. They decided to not bury him. I am glad they will at least have his remains nearby at all times. All of this was written just to say, I am missing Hunter! I will always miss him, especially at family get togethers when we all notice one of our family members is not there. I love you Hunter Lee! Love, Auntie Karen.
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